Saturday, August 28, 2010

My pull back with you baby jes

hen I love
I love hard
I will always love and get hurt
But that is my weakness
That is my pullback
When I love
I love hard
I believe in true love
I believe it's too good to be true
But that is my weakness
That is my pullback
When I love
I love hard
I endure most of your hurt
I take it and i consume it
So you won't have too
But that is my weakness
That is my pullback
When I love
I love hard
I would wait
But I would die a bit each day
So you won't have too
But that is my weakness
That is my pullback
My pullback is you

.....Lonely night....

Tonight's a lonely night
I am surrounded by eternal blues
The sorrows within my heart
Why wouldn't they depart?

Tonight's a lonely night
I am questioning myself
Have I treated you bad?
Have I made you sad?

Tonight's a lonely night
My heart is broken
Of the pieces I gathered
Another piece shatters

Tonight's a lonely night
I shed tears for you
With each tear dripped down my face
Another memory erased

Tonight's a lonely night
And it is the night
I surrender my love
Because you didn't give me what I deserve
Tonight's a lonely night
I ponder tomorrow
One special girl comes along
One that wouldn't do me wrong

Tonight's a lonely night
I am waiting for the day
She descends within sight
And with her, comes shining heaven's light

Tonight's a lonely night
My angel has yet to appear
And all the pain I feel
Tonight's still... a lonely night

Thursday, August 12, 2010

Thank you Jess

True happiness lies in you.
Appreciate someone who is trying to care
for you in spite of the distance.
Don't love him for who you hope he will become tomorrow,
but by loving who he is today,
and not what he is, but who he is!
Distance, it is a test of love,
many will fail, but for those
who can withstand it have the answer: true love.
You know it's true love when no matter
how far the distance is he can still make you smile.
True love does not worry about the distance between,
for the heart and soul travels through one's words
God, will you let her know that I love her
so when there’s no one there, that she’s not alone?
Just close her eyes and let her know
my heart is beating with hers.
Loving you means everything to me,
so whether you're miles apart from me,
I just want you to know I really love thee.
There is a saying, 'Out of sight, out of mind.'
But how can that be true?
You are not here, yet I can't get you out of my mind.
I love the sun for days,
the moon for nights and you forever.
If you love me as I love you,
nothing but death can part us two.
Close together or far apart,
you're forever in my heart.
Love does not consist of gazing at each other,
but in looking together in the same direction.
Love is 3/4 dream and 1/4 reality.
Problems usually arise
when you fall in love with the dream
and not the reality.
But, yet you find true love
when you fall in love with both.
Passion' a word which involves so many feelings;
I feel it when we touch,
I feel it when we kiss,
I feel it when I look at you.
For you are my passion,
my one true love.

Ikaw na nga...

i may not b der 2 c u smile & laugh..
i may nt b der 2 com4t u from pain..
i may nt b der wen u ask me 2,
but dnt 4get dt i always pray &
say "God, luv ko yan.. wag m pbbyaan".
d ako perfect frend, la pera, ala gimik,
wa car in short poor lang..
but wen d tym comes dt u'll nid sm1 2 lean on,
grabeh kahit ganda lang ang meron ako,
d kita iiwan!
bat pg mahal mo, khit paubos n load mo ttxt mo prin..
pro cya nmn d man lang mgwang mag reply..
mahal k b nya? o habang tntxt m cya,
may ktxt cyang iba! sakit noh?
mnsan nku2ha kng 2mwa khit mlungkot..
nku2ha kng mgbago kht sobrang hrap..
nku2hang ngumiti s mga problema lhat ata
mkkya ko wg lng ung.. mwla k s buhay ko..
wen d tym comes, il have to mit God..
& He will ask me wat i wnt 4 d nxt lyf..
iL luk 4 u first & say..
"pls ipkilala m po ako ulit s kanya ha..?"
mhlaga dn pla n pminsan mnsn eh d tau ngttxt,
hindi ngka2usap, at least ngka2roon ng
gamit at kahulugan ang mga salitang..
"uy! miss n kta! tkecre!"
paano kung sobrang in love k s 1 tao,
tapos 1 araw bumalik ung dati mong mahal,,
cno pipiliin mo? ung dati n gusto mong balikan
o ung ngayon na ayaw mong saktan?
pag may "ikaw" my "ako".
di aalis c "ako" kc mahal nya c "ikaw".
pag wala n c "ikaw" la na rin c "ako"..
bakit? kc c "ikaw" ang buhay ni "ako"..
ingat c "ikaw" dhil nag-aalala c "ako"..
hindi lahat ng nawawala natatagpuan pa..
hindi lahat ng umaalis bumabalik pa..
at hindi lahat katulad mo, na kpg nwala hhnapin ko,
kapag umalis hihintayin ko kc hindi lahat kasing halaga mo..
minsan ang love prang ibon..
kailangan pakawalan, kailangan palayain..
babalik un kung sau.. pero kung hindi,
hayaan mo na bka mas MASAYA sya s twit-twit ng IBA!
alone? i'll be ur company..
afraid? stay behind me..
sad? i'll make u happy..
lonely? i'll hug u tightly..
money? HUG nlang ulit, mas mahigpit!...

Unending Love

I seem to have loved you in numberless forms, numberless times…
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
My spellbound heart has made and remade the necklace of songs,
That you take as a gift, wear round your neck in your many forms,
In life after life, in age after age, forever.
Whenever I hear old chronicles of love, it’s age old pain,
It’s ancient tale of being apart or together.
As I stare on and on into the past, in the end you emerge,
Clad in the light of a pole-star, piercing the darkness of time.
You become an image of what is remembered forever.
You and I have floated here on the stream that brings from the fount.
At the heart of time, love of one for another.
We have played along side millions of lovers,
Shared in the same shy sweetness of meeting,
the distressful tears of farewell,
Old love but in shapes that renew and renew forever.

Unbreakable love

When the night is darkest
And everyone is sleeping
I lay awake
Thinking of how I love you so
Wondering what it is about you
That makes me want, love, and need you so
Then I silently laugh at myself
Knowing this list could go on forever
Its how I have no worries
When you’re with me
How when you smile
My heart skips a beat
Its how when I’m with you
Nothing else matters
It’s how I can say
“I love you” without hesitation
It’s the way you make me feel
So safe and at home
It’s how I’m incomplete
Without you
It’s the way you look at me
With a gaze so kind and sincere
It’s the way you embrace me
With arms so gentle and strong
It’s the way your kiss
Is so meaningful, so passionate
It’s the way my world
Revolves around you
Its how when you laugh
You sound so sweet
Its how when you talk
Time stands still
Its how when I’m down
The thought of you cheers me up
Its how when you’re down
I try to make you laugh
It’s the way you took my heart
Which I gave willingly
It’s the way I’m ready
To give up everything for you
It’s how you’re irresistibly sweet
In every way
It’s how I would be lost
Without you
It’s how I can’t wait
To say “I do”
Its how id rather be with you in hell
Than be without you in heaven
It’s how I could go on forever
Saying why I love you so
It’s just the way I love you
With a love so true, so pure, so real.

The lake of DREAMS

hurry home

I hurry to bed

I hurry to sleep

Hurry hurry hurry

To dream of you on satin silk clouds

in shades of white and pink and red

your cake layered gown

virgin white petticoat pink and scarlet red

layers to slice and segregate

on the table of desire

as I take only the crumb petals that fall

carelessly from your hand

to sustain me on my self imposed exile

marooned on my own isle of loneliness

I gaze on your image reflected on the still waters

Of the lake of dreams

The soft breeze flexes your face

As you smile at me

Pout at me

Scowl at me

And just then and now

A little tongue

Scampers mouse like

Over the ripples of your lips

Something to try and catch

Me the cat with sunglasses

Seeking your soul in silent sunlight

For a touch of tongues leads to the ingestion of saliva

Your seed growing in me

As surely as mine

Do you dream of me

As I dream of you

Am I hero or criminal

For stealing your love

Is my photo near your heart

Or is my head impaled on the spike of the gate

Leading to nightmare

Beside that black road I travel

Stepping gingerly around the holes in my dream

Where I might fall to reality

A piece of the scarlet red of your gown

Nailed to the door of an anteroom in my mind

Your body on my rack

As we share the torture

Of living apart

Prisoners in the arms of others

Meeting only in dreams

The memory from the physical realm

Fading with each passing year

The forgotten scars

The forgotten contours of our bodies

Fade as memories turn to dust

Dust forming deserts shifting and changing

As in my dreams I search for you

And find only vague lumps and clumps

Where once your body lay

You in your rainbow cake dress

Tempting me to break my vows of celibacy

I am wedded to normality

And from there the red devil in the night

Scorns me for my temerity

Berates me for entering the place of dreams

Fully clothed and without desire

Desire desire

Desire of you kept high up in the house of dreams

Somewhere our children will never reach

As you and I walk the years

From far behind us the rhythmic patter of little feet

Grows louder and louder until they are but a faint rumble

Far away in distant dreams

Since there the fantasies from our pasts and futures are played out

Walk with me to this hidden place

Where the tinges of red and black denote anarchy

Let us abandon our individuality

And become as one joined in totality

Let us float off into the moonrise

From which there is no escape

Except down into the whirlpool of mediocrity

Or becalmed in a mundane existence

Oh the tangy taste of dreams so bright in my brain

Carry me through the colourless day

So I may walk once again in the grandeur of your hue

And lick the taste of colour from your fingers

As I hurry to meet you in the lake of dreams

Whence we all were bornREalize